The Ticking

The grandfather clock slowly ticks by,
I'm frozen, unable to move,
I'm sure you know why.

I won't ruin the surprise,
It's too good to just tell,
It mainly has to deal with lies,
And I'm certain you and I are going to Hell.

It began with a kiss,
That turned into a nasty fight,
But it was her that you would miss,
While you were with me that night.

You said the three words,
So I believed they were true,
Too bad they're just words,
Not to me, but to you.

I poured out my heart,
Finally letting you in,
Now I'm lost in the dark,
And the blood flow is about to begin.

I warned you,
That this wasn't a good time,
But listening is something you never do,
Still you stole everything that was mine.

Now that I'm soaked in blood,
Would fact make you stay?
Oh, I guess not,
So now it's my turn to fade away.

Hello

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

Rainy Days Ahead

Life’s gonna rain down you
When you think everything is perfect
It’ll hit you hard, you won’t even realize
How fast everything fell apart
You’ll come to a fall and feel numbed out
Fighting to pull out isn’t easy
But don’t worry, you’ll make it
There’s gonna be a time where you’ll have to fall
Allow your walls to crash down
Just to help make better times come
As everything rains over you,
You’ve lost yourself with in the droplets
And the rain just won’t stop
Just know it’ll pass
The sun is behind the clouds
It’s never really gone
And when it finally does make its appearance
Just remember,
It’ll disappear again someday
Rainy Days Ahead
And it’s apart of life

I Hate Twilight — 21

JANE’S POV

I was starting to get irritated with Alec’s knocking, and although Aro told us not to break anything, I kicked the door down.
Edward was standing in front of a girl, who I guessed was Phoebe. I stared at her, thinking of ways I could make the two of them suffer, when Edward snarled, “What do you want?”
“Aro wants to see the both of you right this moment,” I snapped, for I didn’t like the way he talked to me, besides I didn’t want to be here.
I was in no mind to be patient, so when he didn’t move, I narrowed my eyes, directing my power towards him. The pain lashed through his body, a small smile gracing my face as I saw him crumple to the floor.
“Stop!” Phoebe demanded and to my shock, my gift just stopped. What just happened?
The sound of an annoying voice me out of my thoughts. When my eyes focused properly, I noticed that the stupid human was looking into my eyes. I tried to direct my power at her, but instead of her feeling pain, it reflected onto myself, and I crumpled to the floor just like Edward did moments ago. I let out a pain-filled screech as Alec rushed to my aid.
“Don’t you ever use your gift on me, Edward, or any of the Cullens ever again,” the filthy human spat at me. Oh, how I wanted to kill her slow and painfully. I got off of the floor and pelted out the hotel room with Alec right beside me, also annoyed at what just happened.
We finally made it home, but before I could do anything else, I had to tell Aro the information I’d gathered. I entered the thrown room followed closely by Alec.
“Ah, I see you’re back, but where are Edward and Phoebe?” Aro asked, trying to keep calm. I knew that Aro wanted Edward as one of his guards, and that he wanted this Phoebe girl. I was too angry to say what had happened, so I held my hand out before him. After a few minutes, he let my hand drop, as a smile came to his face.
“Hmm... I want this girl as one of my guards; just think of all the power she would have once she is turned,” he said happily, looking at his brothers. “We are going to pay the Cullens a visit. Gather, everyone.”
I nodded, not saying a word as I walked out of the room with Alec by my side.

ALICE’S POV

I was so happy that Phoebe had finally accepted Edward. I told Rosalie, but she didn’t believe me. I was running around the house, getting everything ready for Edward’s and Phoebe’s return, when Esme walked into the room, confused.
“What’s going on, dear?” she asked in her motherly voice.
“Edward’s coming home with his mate!” I said cheerfully, bouncing on the balls of my feet.
“He has a mate? He didn’t tell me.” Esme looked so sad and hurt.
“Esme, he didn’t say anything because she is, well, different. She wouldn’t even talk to him, and he’d been courting her for a while. He didn’t want to get your hopes up,” I explained, as the emotions washed away and was replaced with understanding.
The front door flew opened and in walked an ecstatic yet slightly worried Edward, with a sleeping Phoebe snuggling into his chest.
I smiled at him, before he walked upstairs to his room.

EDWARD’S POV

I gently placed Phoebe onto my couch, then climbed onto it, pulling her into my arms. I watched my love sleep as I played with her hair. I really didn’t feel like talking to anyone at the moment. I was too busy thinking about what Aro wanted with Phoebe. I already knew that he wanted me as his guard, but I don’t know.

PHOEBE’S POV

I woke up on something cold that was playing with my hair. I opened my eyes to see a well muscled body. I blushed a little, sitting up. I wiped the sleep from my eyes and looked around, before my eyes settled back on Edward.
“Morning, love.”
“Morning,” I said as I stifled a yawn with my hand. I got off the couch to stretch, feeling a set of eyes on me. I opened my mouth to say something when Edward scooped me up into his arms.
“I love you,” he said looking into my eyes, making me almost melt.
“I love you, too,” I whispered back, leaning up to place my lips to his in a sweet morning kiss.

I Hate Twilight — 20

Edward’s growl was followed by a banging on the door. I looked at the door, confused, as Edward continued to growl and glare at it.
“Edward, who is it?” I whispered, as I buried my face into the crook of his neck. He looked me in the eyes, planting a light peck on my lips.

EDWARD’S POV

There was no way I was letting them take her from me! I held my angel closer to me as she buried her face into the crook of my neck. I loved the feel of her in my arms and I was over the moon that she loved me back. I was finally going to be able to do all the things I could only dream of, if I could dream.
“Edward, who is it?” my loved asked, and all I did was look down at her and place a gentle kiss on her soft lips. The banging grew louder as I tried to control my growling. After half an hour, I knew they weren’t about to give up, and I was quite surprised they hadn’t already knocked the door down.
The next thing I know, I’m on my back against the floor; I guess I thought too soon!
Standing there in the doorway as Jane and Alec. I gently placed my love on the floor and stood up in front of her protectively. I didn’t like the way Alec was looking at what was mine, and I didn’t like the evil thoughts Jane was having. I growled at the two, snapping them both out of their fantasies.
“What do you want?” I snarled out at them.
“Aro wants to see the two of you right this moment,” Jane retorted in her usual cold voice. I didn’t move. I wasn’t going to let that bastard touch the most important person to me. I felt a sudden flush of pain flood over me, as I crumbled to the floor for not obeying her.
“Stop it!” Phoebe demanded, and surprisingly Jane stopped, against her will.
I looked at my Phoebe with love and pride as I got off of the floor and wrapped my arms around her. I rested my head on hers as she tried to looks me over. A big smile infected my face at the fact that she cared.
“I’m fine,” I whispered into her ear as she relaxed into my arms for a few seconds, before she pulled away from me and walked toward the two vampires in the doorway. I watched her in worry and pain, and tried to grab her arm.
“Stop!” she command, and I saw something flash in her eyes as the words escaped her kissable lips.
I froze, my arm still in the air. I looked at my love to see her standing in front of Jane, looking her in the eyes. Concern, pain, anger flooded through me as I only just remembered Jane’s gift. As I couldn’t move, the only thing I could do was watch the love of my life be suspended in pain.
I waited for her howls of pain, and was delightfully pleased and shocked when Jane’s face was the one that had twisted into pain. She fell to the floor, her brother rushing to her side.
“Don’t you ever use your ‘gift’ on me, Edward, or any of the Cullens ever again,” Phoebe spat the words out with venom as her eyes flashed again.
She walked back over to me and moved my arm. “I’m sorry,” she whispered into my chest, making me shiver in delight.
“Don’t worry about it,” I replied, wrapped my arms where they belonged.
I looked back to the door to see that both Jane and Alec were no where in sight.
“I think we should go back home,” I whispered, burying my face into my angel’s hair.
When I didn’t get an answer, I looked down to find that she had fallen asleep. I smiled, lifting her up and jumped out the window, running towards home.