Run, Sing and Play

A few days ago I thought of writing something to dedicate it to all my readers, friends and acquaintances and I did and forgot to press the publish button and it was all gone! Since then, I’ve been trying to gather the “right” words to write it again but I can’t seem to get them the way they were but I still have the urge to write it! So here we go:

To everyone who ever passed in my short and humble life time…

To all the true friends who stood by me and supported me…

To all those who criticized me…

To all those who smiled to me and maybe grinned at me behind my back!

To every person who I ever shook hands with…

To every girl or guy who talked to me about his/her fears…

To all those who crossed my path one any given day…

Thank you… Each and every one of you has added something to my life and to my experiences…Whether you caused me to smile or were a reason for a warm tear, whether you made me laugh or frustrated me and even if you never ever positively or negatively affected me… Each one of you is special in his/her own way… Each one of you left a footstep on the streets of my daily life…
Thank you for breathing and for being alive…

Run into the sun!

Win something you have never won!

Your life has just begun!

Run into me,

Come and set me free,

Let the past just be!

Run with a smile,

Learn me inside out for a while,

Take steps so agile!

Sing a song,

I'll try to sing along,

Don't hold it in too long!

Sing your pain away,

I know you have much to say,

Let's together savor the day!

Sing with pride,

Never again run and hide,

Look ahead your hope is wide!

Play a game,

Do it with no shame!

I will do the same!

Play in and out,

Never in your dreams doubt,

Show them what it's all about.

Play it'll be okay,

I will draw you a way,

Come on and play!

Crying The Song Of Despair

Cry me a song of the pathetically lost,
a song that moans in your dreams.
A song of tears that drench the sheets,
and breaks up sobbing screams.

Cry me a rhythm of broken riffs,
a strangling sound abide.
A haunting whisper through your soul
that groans in your heart's reside.

Weep me a tune of sad obstruction,
that time can mend no more.
A sound so startling weak and weary
that bruises the heart so sore.

Play me that melody of broken consumption,
that irks my love so vain.
Drench the nightshirt that I will dream in,
and plunge me into that pain.

The Ticking

The grandfather clock slowly ticks by,
I'm frozen, unable to move,
I'm sure you know why.

I won't ruin the surprise,
It's too good to just tell,
It mainly has to deal with lies,
And I'm certain you and I are going to Hell.

It began with a kiss,
That turned into a nasty fight,
But it was her that you would miss,
While you were with me that night.

You said the three words,
So I believed they were true,
Too bad they're just words,
Not to me, but to you.

I poured out my heart,
Finally letting you in,
Now I'm lost in the dark,
And the blood flow is about to begin.

I warned you,
That this wasn't a good time,
But listening is something you never do,
Still you stole everything that was mine.

Now that I'm soaked in blood,
Would fact make you stay?
Oh, I guess not,
So now it's my turn to fade away.

Rainy Days Ahead

Life’s gonna rain down you
When you think everything is perfect
It’ll hit you hard, you won’t even realize
How fast everything fell apart
You’ll come to a fall and feel numbed out
Fighting to pull out isn’t easy
But don’t worry, you’ll make it
There’s gonna be a time where you’ll have to fall
Allow your walls to crash down
Just to help make better times come
As everything rains over you,
You’ve lost yourself with in the droplets
And the rain just won’t stop
Just know it’ll pass
The sun is behind the clouds
It’s never really gone
And when it finally does make its appearance
Just remember,
It’ll disappear again someday
Rainy Days Ahead
And it’s apart of life

Fallen Leaf

I drew a face...on a dropping leaf
a sketch of someone I know...yet have no clue about
a smile...
that has no owner....
identity lost....
something like a ghost
I wonder when why n whom would fit in that Portrait I’ve drawn
human being yet with no flesh nor bone
someone that fits my soul
someone to be my love my life and all
someone through I could see my life
colourless as it lies on my chest...
hold it to my chest all night long.. and wish for the best...
for me this could be a test
will I succeed...or will I fail like the rest
the rest of us who fight hard to win something
ending up losing everything
I still stand in front of the mirror as I ask
did I fulfill each and every task...
the mirror answers back...
you were going on life's perfect track
it's one way path one shot gun
closing my eyes as I hear a voice...
you are not only a choice
you are a life of being...a picture of seeing
take life step by step till it ends
no angel can stand by as you pretend...
life is too short to accomplish nothing
to your beloved you are something
to yourself you might not be everything
yet inside someone's heard you may be missing
give it a try before it's too late...
too late to see...
stuff the way it should be...
so be free...
to fall off this tree...
as you draw on it's fallen leaf...writing on it your life of happiness....and grief..